Montag, 29. August 2011

『 тħe αят øf вяeακıиg 』

ι тнιɴĸ ι мιɢнт jυѕт loѕe мy мιɴd
ιғ ι нαve тo wαтcн тнιѕ oɴe мore тιмe
ι cαɴ'т eхplαιɴ нow мαɴy тιмeѕ ι've
ѕтαyed ғor yoυ wнeɴ yoυ were oɴ мy мιɴd

αɴd ɴo oɴe ever ѕαιd тнαт ιт wαѕ eαѕy
ѕo coмe oυт oғ тнe cold αɴd ѕтop yoυr вleedιɴɢ
ι ɴever woυld oғ тнoυɢнт тнαт тнιɴɢѕ coυld
ɢo тнιѕ ғαr, вυт pleαѕe вelιeve мe

ι'll pιcĸ yoυ υp, woɴ'т leт yoυ ғαll
ι'll вυιld yoυr тrυѕт αɴd ιт woɴ'т нυrт αт αll,
yoυr oɴly drυɢ wιll leт yoυ dowɴ,
ι'м тнroυɢн ɴow, ѕo тαĸe мe αɴd вlow мe αwαy

αre yoυ ɢoɴɴα rυɴ αwαy?



Donnerstag, 25. August 2011

One of the reason I want to move out xD

You know this situation? 
It's one o'clock in the morning and you're sitting on you blacony minding your own buissnes and you're smoking your last cigarette befor going to bed. Suddenly there is an old creepy voice sreaming for help and you're almost pissing yourself... You don't? Well.. then you certainly don't live opposite of a nursing home for the elderly.
Lucky bastards...


Freitag, 8. Juli 2011

Damn it all

Five hours... I've FIVE friggin hours drawing my damn art homework.
I have enough for now.. I'll finish it tomorrow or Sunday even trough I don't want to. The picture looks like shit.. Maybe I will do it all over again

So far it looks like this -__-
[We have to draw a abstract portrait]

Dienstag, 28. Juni 2011

Death is terrifying because it is so ordinary. It happens all the time.

Last Wednesday a teacher of me died. She was my English Teacher plus the advisory teacher of the high schoolers. They told us she had a brain tumor and that she is going be treated by a doctor. Just a few days after that she fall asleep and never woke up.
It's strange to walk trough the same halls every morning without seeing her face and without hearing her stern voice asking if I made my homework. I used to annoy me to no end and I have to admit that I didn't like the classes taught by her. But now?
Now I thought about it all. She was just doing her job and she had done it thoroughly. Now I miss her and I would give a lot just to hear her say that I should stop messing around with my life and that I should start taking school more serious.
She always told me to come to school more regular – now it's her who will never come back..
Ironical, isn't it?

These very thoughts must go trough the heads of over 300 pupils right now. Lots of people used to complain about her or even said they hated her. Now everyone is sad and shocked and almost everyone is attending her funeral.

Well I hope she will rest in peace... she really deserved it

Freitag, 24. Juni 2011

Mittwoch, 22. Juni 2011

We~

I'm totally looking forward the long weekend~
Tomorrow Trace and his grandma will pick me up and give me a ride to Bielefeld
I will stay there until Saturday ❤

And that's some random pic I found just a few seconds ago xD
The bear is kinda cute x3

Dienstag, 21. Juni 2011

『 ❤ 』

                                                                    ... 'cαυѕe тнere ιѕ αlwαyѕ нope