Death is terrifying because it is so ordinary. It happens all the time.

Last Wednesday a teacher of me died. She was my English Teacher plus the advisory teacher of the high schoolers. They told us she had a brain tumor and that she is going be treated by a doctor. Just a few days after that she fall asleep and never woke up.

It's strange to walk trough the same halls every morning without seeing her face and without hearing her stern voice asking if I made my homework. I used to annoy me to no end and I have to admit that I didn't like the classes taught by her. But now?

Now I thought about it all. She was just doing her job and she had done it thoroughly. Now I miss her and I would give a lot just to hear her say that I should stop messing around with my life and that I should start taking school more serious.

She always told me to come to school more regular – now it's her who will never come back..

Ironical, isn't it?

These very thoughts must go trough the heads of over 300 pupils right now. Lots of people used to complain about her or even said they hated her. Now everyone is sad and shocked and almost everyone is attending her funeral.

Well I hope she will rest in peace... she really deserved it

BÄÄTMÄÄÄN

Weil ich diese Werbung auf ewig lieben werde xDD

Old Batsy man =D

We~

I'm totally looking forward the long weekend~

Tomorrow Trace and his grandma will pick me up and give me a ride to Bielefeld

I will stay there until Saturday ❤

And that's some random pic I found just a few seconds ago xD

The bear is kinda cute x3

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Good old german bureaucracy -__-

I'm pissed -___-

Since 2 weeks I do nothing but run from one department to the next department and guess what? It was all frigging pointless. Nobody of this officials know a damn thing about what is going on. All they to is send me to somebody else.

Well I do have a appointment with a worker the child protective services but damn... I know this women and if she still remembers me I'm totally doomed. She hates me guts.. And me? I just wish this bitch will die painfully and rot in the deepest pit of hell -___- I never meet such an incompetent and lazy person. You could probably hit your child right before her nose and she wouldn't do a frigging this. And noooo I don't hate her... toootally not <_<

Hmm. I guess that was enough whining for today xD

[and sorry if there any spelling or grammar mistakes.. sometimes my English just sucks]